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10月5日 What if..A very good and dear friend to me wrote this and I happen to think she is so very right..
what if your life was truly perfect what if all of your dreams came true what if the world was full of respect what if nothing was ever bright and new what if you knew what tomorrow would bring what if you had everything you wished for what if you had no new music to sing what if you knew what was always in store what if you never wanted for anything what if you never needed to work to live what if you found tomorrow had nothing to bring what if you found that you had nothing to give what if you just sat and waited for the dawn what if you knew your day never changed what if you knew your life was over and gone what if you knew it was all pre-arranged what if you never had a word to say what if there was no one to even listen what if you never saw children at play what if you never saw a snowflake glisten what if your world was all black and white what if your eyes could not see at all what if there were no birds to take flight what if your ears could not hear their call what if you never got the chance to know love what if you never had that very best friend what if the moon darkened, no stars blinked above what if you never got to tie up those loose ends these what if's keep your thoughts in a brew they would keep coming forever and ever if you dwell on them they can consume you if their hold on you, you cannot sever so quit thinking about all of those what if's get out and do something, make your life count loosen up, play, quit being so solemn and stiff there is no what if that you cannot surmount by Linda Stone © September 2006 8月16日 Don't be afraid that your life will end, Be afraid it will never begin!As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt!
Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
 8月13日 Lighting the fire..Two people join together different backgrounds they do share,
Coming from a world of passion and pain neither seems to care.
For the many emotions and soul searching eyes;
They let down their walls and let go of the lies.
Overwhelmed with confusion and heart felt dersire;
Thier souls have embraced setting two hearts afire... 8月9日 Natural "Highs" Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one...
IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake.. (or vanilla or strawberry!) 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15. The beach 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Playing with a laughing child/baby. 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke. 24. Friends. 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner). 28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. 29. Playing with a new puppy. 30. Having someone play with your hair. 31. Sweet dreams. 32. Hot chocolate. 33. Road trips with friends. 34. Swinging on swings. 35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger. 36. Making chocolate chip cookies. 37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies. 38. Holding hands with someone you care about. 39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change. 40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you. 41. Watching the sunrise. 42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day. 43. Knowing that somebody misses you. 44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. 45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think! What baby are you?I'm an APRIL baby.. ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily amused,Easily bored. Fussy. Kind. Seldom shows emotions. Intelligent / Focused. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Patient. Stubborn. Determined fun loving and SEXY. ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
-----------------MARCH BABY -------------------- Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. ------------------APRIL BABY ------------------- Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains. -----------------MAY BABY ----------------- Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. ------------JUNE BABY ------------- You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! ----------------JULY BABY -------------- Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. ------------AUGUST BABY --------------- outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. ------------SEPTEMBER BABY --------------- Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
---------------OCTOBER BABY ------------------- Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. ---------------NOVEMBER BABY -------------------- Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
---------------DECEMBER BABY --------------- This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. 8月7日 Life"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming
"WOO HOO, What a Ride"....  "8月2日 Feelings and fears..I feel like my soul is aching,
Inside my lonely heart is breaking,
I've walked down this path before,
I fear so much I can not withstand anymore,
The journey is mine, and mine alone,
To find a love like that which I've showen,
I am finding it hard to give in and trust,
Always wondering if it is just sex crazed lust...... Praying for the lost souls...She stands alone,
on that street corner.
She waits for someone,
To come and adorne her.
She has looked into so many,
Nameless, Shameless faces.
He pulls up with that all familair smile, Her heart pounds and races.
Thanking god it is over,
In a foggy, sweaty flash.
Patiently she waits,
Thinking only of the cash.
In this world,
She walks alone.
Wanting only something,
She can call her own.
Instead it's too much,
and she goes and gets high.
Avoiding the soul crushing pain,
Fighting so hard not to cry.
This goes on,
For too many years.
She can no longer remember,
"Real" tears...
One night alone,
Can seem so very long.
She starts to get careless,
And things go wrong.
She hurts no more,
No longer on that street corner.
Saddest of all,
No one's left to morn her....
In ever loving memory...I think of yesterday and I miss you..
I always think of today and tomorrow..
Because of you I've learned to keep my head held high..
No matter what through out times of sorrow..
No matter how far I could possibly fly..
I am always at peace and at home..
I've always knowen no matter where I am..
I am loved and I am never truly alone..
I think of All my wasted years..
Running from this childhood fear..
Yet still I've made it through and will go on..
Simply because in my heart you've always been here..
I love you and miss you..
 I thank god for blessing me with you..
 In loving memory of Charlette {Cindy} Wong, Born July 17th, 1950 Passed away July 26th, 1997 Little Things... A gentle word, like summer rain,
may soothe some heart and banish pain.
What joy or sadness often springs,
from just the simple little things?
Listen to the wind blow.
It carries a message of yesterday
and tomorrow and now.
NOW counts. 7月20日 Life
7月14日 Have and Awesome Today!!Today I will delete from my diary two days: yesterday and tomorrow Yesterday was to learn and tomorrow will be the consequence of what I can do today. Today I will face life with the conviction that this day will not ever return. Today is the last opportunity I have to live intensely, as no one can assure me that I will see tomorrow's sunrise. Today I will be brave enough not to let any opportunity pass me by, my only alternative is to succeed. Today I will invest my most valuable resource: my time, in the most transcendental work: my life; I will spend each minute passionately to make of today a different and unique day in my life. Today I will defy every obstacle that appears on my way trusting I will succeed. Today I will resist pessimism and will conquer the world with a smile, with the positive attitude of expecting always the best. Today I will make of every ordinary task a sublime expression, Today I will have my feet on the ground understanding reality and the stars' gaze to invent my future. Today I will take the time to be happy and will leave my footprints and my presence in the hearts of others. Today, I invite you to begin a new season where we can dream that everything we undertake is possible and we fulfil it, with joy and dignity. Have a good day and a better one tomorrow!! 7月4日 For once in this lifeOnly once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life .. 7月3日 FriendshipThe first time you notice me you'll have to admit,
I have an outside that's as hard as grit,
No amount of force or pressure
Can make me change to something better.
But if by gentle flame I'm busted,
I'll change to the best popcorn you're ever tasted.
Some people are like popcorn too
With an outside shell that's hard to get through.
But if you take the time to care.
You'll discover the potential hidden there.
Through being a FRIEND you can help others grow,
By taking the time to let your love show. 6月25日 Trust vs Lust...All I ever ask is please don't lie to me.. and yet continualy this is what they do to me.. My heart hurts and I struggle on and yet somedays is it hard not to feel cold and angry and others are overwhlemed with saddness and pain cause I let it happen yet again!
I try not to be a fool and make sure we are all clear on the rules, openminded, upfront and honest right? and yet after all the glitter fades all you wanted was one night.. No one takes the time to ask why? or really even try.. All I want really is to take a chance and be swept away at a loving glance, I want to be honest, passionate, truly open and totally free and I want & need him to really want & need me.. I want to re open my heart and give myself and my family a fresh and beautiful new start.. But so many times I've been betrayed by the moments lines or my own need to not feel lonely only to realize yet again it was only lust not love in his eyes.. So many times I misunderstood my own honesty for reality and it has come back to hurt me.. After all has been said and done I am still the lonely one and realise although they say I can trust it really only ever was just about his needs and his lust.  6月14日 If I could....If I Could . . . .
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you.
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could, I'd build a mountain
You could call your very own.
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone.
If I could I'd take your troubles
I would toss them into the sea.
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair.
But let me be . . .what I know best,
A friend that's always there.
Khahlil Gibran 6月13日 "True Love""True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be." 6月7日 be real..Say what you mean, Speak how you feel..
I do not understand why people just can't be real..
Open your eyes, Open your heart...
Isn't it easier if you're honest from the start?
Afraid of the lies, heart aches and pain..
Wondering if it is worth feeling again..
Trying to have faith and let myself trust..
Only seeing more deception and lust...
Wanting my lover, partner and friend..
Wanting my forever in the end..
Seeing the years fly as I wipe away tears I cry..
Vowing to be strong and keep my head up high..
The mother, The child and the woman in me..
Are holding on tight till the day I break free..
5月22日 Hanging by a thread..Why can't I let it go?
Why does this hurt so much...
Times have been worse, days have been longer and I know this..
and yet deep down inside I want to run away and hide..
Broken trust and a lifetime of being told you are just not good enough.. re enforce fears..
We all take chances, we all comprise, we all crave happiness and acceptance,
We all hurt, but god damnit! I can't take anymore...
Once burned twice shy until the next time it feels like you're gonna die..
Trying so hard not to be sad and blue..
Feeling lost and lonely.. I have no idea what to do..
Praying for strength to get me by..
Hiding all the tears I cry..
Looking for the light...
hope in the night..
Wanting a mother's comfort and getting let down..
having your pain broadcast across town..
Missing my lover and days of being the only one..
Hurting so much it is hard to remember what is fun..
Trying to find a cure to numb this pain..
Dear Lord we both know I can't put myself through this again!!
Feeling the fool, feeling insecure..
Watching time drag by into years..
Questioning my morals and past beliefs..
Knowing it is only because of my grief..
I can stop the thoughts racing through my head..
And for now it feel like I am hanging by a thread...
 5月9日 Lost and found..They are two people drawn together by an unseen power.
A bond from a distance, only they know the reason.
Love has an intensity as still as a calm night or as savage as a raging storm. That is the need. Together they are one, alone no more. A light comes into their hearts to make them alive. Aware of life and living again in a complacent world. Strangers for a time, until their souls reach out and touch one another. The knowledge of a lifetime is passed between them. Sharing the joys, the tribulations, the expectations is a new experience. Strangers no more, caring begins. With familiarity comes laughter to brighten the spirit and lighten the heart. An understanding, that words cannot express, spreads across the miles and friendship commences. They wonder at this new found level of love. They revel at the very thought of hands caressing and lips touching from ocean to ocean. The beauty of love is seen as an oasis in the desert of loneliness. They know where to look and what to say. They understand the workings of the mind to protect from pain. It is all so new and yet so easy. Heaven on earth can be love. It can be friendship. It can be understanding and compassion. Most of all it is giving. They gave of each other for each other's happiness. And together they found everything. |
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take - but by the moments that take our breath away."
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